It's My Mess

from Flat Earth Surf Club by Goldwash

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You waited, you waited and you’re so fed up
And you can’t remember what I ever did to deserve you
I’m so tired, can barely keep my head up
I’ll pretend I don’t remember in the morning
In the morning I’ll say

If ever I ghosted you, I’m sorry and it’s my mess
I know I misled you, I should’ve withheld
I’ve never not wanted you, I’m just getting some time to myself
And I’m wasted, but I don’t need your help

I wanted it all, but shut down from the small pressures
And I can’t imagine what I ever did to deserve you
Wish I never saw the consequences get bigger (consequences got much bigger)
I’ll pretend I haven’t noticed in the morning
in the morning I’ll say

If ever I ghosted you, I’m sorry and it’s my mess
I know I misled you, I should’ve withheld
(Shoulda shoulda shoulda, I’m sorry that I hurt you so bad)
I’ve never not wanted you, I’m just getting some time to myself
And I’m wasted, I’m wasted, I’m wasted
But I don’t need your-

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from Flat Earth Surf Club, released August 7, 2019
written, performed, and produced by Goldwash
double bass by Olivia Salas
additional recording engineering by Jacob Reske

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Goldwash

Goldwash is the recording project of Gabe Acheson. His music, which blends jazz, pop songwriting, and experimental electronic composition, has been played millions of times and gained accolades from Complex to The Huffington Post to NPR's All Things Considered. Flat Earth Surf Club, his independent debut album, was released August 7th, 2019. ... more

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